God.. You blow me away.
I've been honestly feeling overwhelmed with everything I have to do.. I have, lets see.. less than 3 weeks till Calcutta and those 3 weeks will be busy busy with studying for finals, moving out, and doing apt stuff for next year, and packing and doing last minute logistics. not to mention that i've been pretty sentimental about dorm team ending, and just reflecting on how this past year has been for me... all my regrets, all my joys.. all my blessings, all the tears, fears, stress... all the beautiful lessons i've learned.
but lately, just real recently.. ive been feeling more and more of God's presence in my life, in everyday conversations i have, in my ministry, through spoken Word, through things that happen.. and its amazing.. in the midst of it all, God i know You're with me. and You're taking care of me. I just get easily stressed and overwhelmed with things i have to do..
it's amazing how God knows us so well, even more than we know ourselves.. lately, just in the past few weeks, I've had so many moments here and there where I was just so thankful to the Lord.. because He knows me so well and He knows EXACTLY what I need.. and He never fails to provide it. I've felt really down about my ministry throughout this year, having alot of doubts, but God's been affirming me in my leadership and HIS ministry through me this year. I have a hard time seeing the positive influence I have over people. I sometimes question whether i made any difference this year. But God keeps showing me and blessing me through people here and there.. what He's doing through me and I am so blessed. God's given me opportunities here and there to be blessed and bless others, challenging and encouraging them as well.
And even if its the last 2 weeks of school, it doesnt matter. God You arent limited by time or space. God you can do the impossible. Use these last 2 weeks of my time here as a second year, as a dorm leader, to work amazing things. Keep my focus on You Jesus. Lord I ask.
I ask for opportunities to honor You
I ask for open doors and chances to engage in spiritual conversations with those that dont know you
I ask for moments to be blessed by others and for them to be blessed by You through me
I ask for growth
I ask for peace.
God You know us so well, You know what we need. Jesus we need You.
in the end, all I need is You.
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